There is no moving forward until honesty is here
Although being honest may alleviate some fear
there is still a long bumpy road ahead
It makes me leery because I don't, once again, want to be mislead
Please just explain why
I do not want to hear one more lie
You look at me without any words of explanation
Am I just supposed to accept this indignation?
I am ACCEPTING, I am here
I don't have to be but I am
Dealing with the unknown and the never ending fear
WHY is it so hard to just say goodbye and leave?
Will it solve all our problems and give me reprieve?
No.....
I did not just stop loving you for your indiscretions
Even though what you did is beyond my comprehension
You have left me doubting and unsure of our life
Always wondering should I continue to be your wife?
Now I'm fighting an emotional roller coaster....
the uphill, the downhill, the withering will
Feelings of love and hate and my heart is suffering in a debate
Even so your behavior does not negate all the hurt, mistrust, and heartache.
By Patricia Alexander